22 March 2009

My Cousin Departed.

Just now my mum told me terrible news! My Female Cousin departed! Her body was found on the void deck! She is not sure if she fell off or commits suicide! I am so shocked to hear this news!!

I called my cousin friend to ask if they know anything uncommon but they do not know. Furthermore, this coming Monday is her Birthday! I am so lost.. Really do not know what to do and my mum cried! My mum even told me that my dad never ate his dinner.

My family never break the news to my grandmother yet and also not sure how to break this news to my grandmother as my grandmother dote her alot and my cousin always make my grandmother very happy. If they break the news to my grandmother, I am sure my grandmother could not take it.

The last time I saw my cousin was during Chinese New Year and she look okay. But, now... ...

Tomorrow I will be going down and pay respect to my cousin. I also heard they wont held any funeral due to Chinese custom, Elderly could not send Younger wake. 黑头人不能送白头人。

I also text message to my supervior for urgent leave or rather compassionate leave. I hope they will approve me. It is too sudden.. I just want to spend time with my mum and dad..

Rest in Peace, My beloved Cousin..

我的姑姑的女儿过世。

不久前，我的妈妈告诉我，我的姑姑的女儿过世了。她的遗体在楼下找到。不知道她是否跳楼还是不小心。

我真的很伤心也很惊讶。

现在我不知道要如何写下去。如果你看的懂英文的话，你就能明白我的心情了。